I’ve never been so pressured as
much as I was yesterday. Heaven knows how much I wanted to fight for it the
moment I realized that I still can. It’s really scary to try and give it your
all and be rejected once more, I felt that just recently. But then, I know that
this fight will be worth the failure.
It has been my normal reaction to
back out from every challenge. Little do they know that my life is about
conquering those fears. That has been how it was ever since “she” wrote that on
my manual. An this time, once more, if not for the title, then it would be for
an end worth fighting for. For one last time. :’)
